mm.. i know its kinda late to talk about valentine's day.. but.. its always better late than never ma.. well.. its just an ordinary one..go for dinner, walk walk, then go back.. but wat is diff and special this year is .. i have a really special present.. a present that meants alot to me.. its not expensive.. not extraordinary.. but its meaningful.. plus i little touch of sincerely and some notes.. ya, it touch my heart.. Curious to know wat is it?? Lets make it a secret..
He once ask me wat do i want for valentine's day... well. i know it sounded a little bit wierd.. but this is wat happen when u are really out of idea.. and guess wat i say?.. i said happiness. mm.. its rather a hard present to buy huh? But, he did it.. im happy.. plus a bonus.. im touch..
But actually, valentine's day is not just all about couples.. it al about how u express ur love.. and ya, tht's include ur family.. For me.. lets skip them.. they never understand the way of expressing their love.. so.. does love make someone feel contented?and happy? .. or is it something that make ppl worry?and sad? In short.. it all depend on ourself.. i always think that every ending to a relationship is the beginning of knowing yourself all over again.. in other ways of looking at it..? ending a relationship is not either one's fault but its the maturity of one's opinion to look at a relationship on different perspective.. But a beginning of a relationship is the beginning of a new chapter in life.. new experience.. new feelings and new memories..
To be deep into love or not? Depends on ur mind and heart.. For me.. i'll love someone alot.. but in the same time.. i'll protect myself for being hurt alot also.. dillema huh? conclusion is? let nature take it's course!
Entry title: decisions are troubles..
Date / Time : Sunday, February 8, 2009 / 7:44 AM
In our life, we usually bound to decision making situations, and u know what.. ? from so many time of experience.. i so think they are troubles.. some sort of challenge that we have to face ..its because, every different type of decision we make will actually lead to diff. results.. and ya, there was a decision to make for me.. and its a really tough one.. to choose for my future or somebody elses one.. If its u.. what would u choose..?This question is crossing my mind for the Nth times.. and im going crazy real soon..anyway.. im going to the happy part..
tada...
i like ferris wheel!!!
*** Ordinary~ but meaingful to me~ ***
hehe.. well, i was kinda reminding myself not to go fun fair as i thought that its something really childish+ its wasting money.. but at last.. i still cant bear to let it go without a visit.. so i ask him to take me there ...and wow.. it has been 3 years since i go there for a ride..then only thing tht catch my attention was the ferris wheel.. Indeed.. it was really cooling and breath taking.. although its just a humble ferris wheel compared the eye of malaysia or whatsoever.. but, at that momment my worries are all gone.. those little lights from the buildings just looks like little hopes that i wish for.. and plus riding it with someone so special to me..~ its really perfect.. thx to you!! love ya so much! CNY has come to an end.. its time for us to work hard again.. especially for those who are studying.. as for me..still remain jobless.. I just hope all my worries will come to an end and i could sleep all night long again without jumping up again..If not.. im seriously going to have depression!!
Entry title: haunting past, fear for the future...
Date / Time : Thursday, February 5, 2009 / 7:50 AM
