haha.. my blog is like so extremely rusty and full of spider web i think.. so.. somehow.. need to blog something.. dnt want to let my blog end up this way..
The fact is, i've been eeeeeeeeexxxtremely busy in uni... Really hope to have more time to rest and breath!! For me, communicating and socialing with ppl in uthm wasnt easy, my character.. to do everything perfectly according to my "standard" is really torturing me so far.. especially when i need to work together with "Manusia" hope u all know la.. walao.. really cannot stand them ler.. maybe for those in my class only la.. but no offend to others~^^i really need to deal with them.. this time i lost another few marks because of them.. as even my dear said im a little kiasu, those few marks meant alot to me..especially for ENGLISH classes.. really cannot accept lo..i work so hard for it and at last they just get the mark!!! so extremely unfair..so.. next time, it's not goin to be so easy for them!! u see ba.. i sure torture they all gao gao~~!! haha.. so evil... plus.. since im in uni quite late.. i wasnt very good in my studies either.. i dnt even have time to catch up.. everything just pass like tht.. this week go in uni.. next week sem test.. i dnt even know wat im studying.. once again, thx for my kiasu character.. i felt really bad.. i felt so useless and stupid for not doin well.. but, im opt to try again..and thus, as days past.. i felt it harder for me to catch up and i try to escape from it.. now.. i realise.. it's useless... i need to face it.. because, its another 3 years for me to cope.. im sure there are some out there that face the same problem.. hope everyone have th spirit of not giving up in them.. i've experience it b4.. just hang on.. everything will be fine soon~~^^