Entry title: the naive me~
Date / Time : Tuesday, May 26, 2009 / 8:23 AM
In the past, i blame god for not giving me happiness... Now, i hate myself because i have too much of it.. when all the happiness is taken back... it kills u more cruelly than u expected.. No one willl know until they themselve experience it.. and now i've experienced it. There is no word tht can describe the feelings.. Its the feeling tht i will never forget all my life.. A feeling tht willl let me despise myself.. however, i pray to god tht he will help me go through this, just help me this once will be more than enough. i really really need someone~
