Entry title: yEt aNother day tO go~
Date / Time : Monday, August 25, 2008 / 3:53 AM
Holiday is over.. and im sure everyone can imagine how hard it is to get up at 6am after getting use to the 9 am routine during holidays.. then had a flashback on what i have done during holidays... haha.. just as i expected.. NOTHING...not actually nothing la.. but really something that i shouldnt do actually.. and guess wat is that?.. same routine.. sleep, eat, play, watch tv.. How about books?...haih.. i know that i should start studying.. but it just cant seem to work.. those info just cant get into my mind la.. no matter how man times i read .. it is still equal to = 0. Terrible la..
ok..talking about sch,early in the morning zhi howe hand me something that i like alot.. the new leo badges.. and they come in pairs, hehe.. i really like to collect those stuff la.. really like it.. as usual went to sch, had assembly, recess then go back. I dont even feel like to touch my book at sch, so i went chit chatting my Ding and wei kwong, talking really funny stuff.. well, at least i felt more happy.. rather than just thinking how stress i am.. came back take my nap as usual.. then finally start studying.. but really make me a little blur la.. physics seems to meant for geniuses.. haha.. thats wat i told mr. Chua( my physics teacher). Well, in order to become a genius myself (hopefully).. i need to find the existing genius jean for help... so.. gtg ya bloggy..
Entry title: StoP the tIMe~!!
Date / Time : Saturday, August 23, 2008 / 8:28 AM
Fuh..today.. tuition.. tuition.. tuition... 4 hours of chemistry and i feel that my brain is so "tepu" . Anyway.. i feel that its quite a nice day actually.. sfter all the trpoubles and problems im going through, it just seems that im getting used to it and im trying to learn to appreciate and to be contented.. It was raining all day long.. but beneath the coldness and the calmness... i can still feel the warmness inside me.. not because im sick of course.. just have the feeling of happiness right inside me that i would like to tell everyone that i know.. but.. u know wat.. lets make it a secret. haha.. im starting to fall in love with the rainy days.. although everything seems to gloom when its raining, but there is sunshine, there is a steep chance that there will be a rainbow..just like all the problems we are enduring now.. i always believe that when God closes the door, He will surely opens a window for us.. it just depends on how we find the window and climb out of our troubles.
Actually being pessimistic wasnt so bad after all.. at least after that u will learn that being optimistic wil make you feel much much more better and happier. Want to know how it feels? Ask me personally.. I really have lots of experiece with it.. Today, i feel like just to stop the time, enjoy the momment of happiness, and never to look into the unhappiness in life... I finally realise, being together with the person you love the most is the happiest thing that could happen to anyone... some might say its love blind.. but i would say that its appreciation and owned.. the only thing that will help anyone feel better is know that ur being love and care of..its to an extend of family, friends, teacher... of course not only for couples.. Okay thats all for now... geeting sleepy already.. nitez~
Entry title: yummy..~
Date / Time : Friday, August 22, 2008 / 6:50 AM
When i saw the word old town last few weeks... i was like "finally". Actually the food wasnt very good there, just that at least its more comfortable and i can at least chat comfortably without the having to chase away flies when im talking. But there were few things i would like to highlight.. the laksa... and curry puff.. i really like those two.. yummy~~ the laksa they serve is actually a real type of penang laksa..(although not as good as those in penang) but.. its better than those curry laksa normaly serve in kluang. and as for the curry puff... kinda tiny.. hehe.. but... wow.. it taste quite good... and as for the drinks.. hazelnut white coffee would be great..
Well, thats for the heavy meals.. having to cope so much stress in life.. i sometimes like to hang out with friends to actually destress.. and i found that ozo is quite a good place to do so.. despite having the image of a night pub@ cafe.. i would think that its a place where there is lots of hidden talent there.. there are actually very good singers there.. listening to the songs there actually help me to feel feel better... i suddenly feel that kluang wasnt a very bad place actually. Just that not many interesting shopping complex. But at least we dont have to drive all over to bp to watch a movie now right~?...Lets hope that kluang mall would be better..
So, thats for the sweet part of my life.. now the botter part...Haih.. time really pass very fast.. two more days, i'll be loaded with uncountable homework again.. and wats more..?? 2 more weeks to trial exam.. gosh.. its like so so so fast.. just a blink of an eye, stpm is coming... nervous, stress, scared, ... so many feelings. Im sure i wont be the one getting worried about this, but really sick of examination sometimes.. wat to do.. malaysia education system is like that de la... hehe.. most of us will think like that i think.. so really need to work very hard now i guess.. and here goes another phrase which i agree..." easy to be said, but hard to be done..." and the word that help me go on with my life..." only 3 months to go, jolene... you can do it"... haha.. cant wait to finish stpm.. everyone in form 6 is going through tuff life now.. (accept for genius la) .. admit it!! STPM wasnt easy!! But of course, it wont kill u.. just torture u ( or maybe just me) ..no matter wat.. its ok.. cause im not dead yet.. just half dead... ~
Entry title: unpredictable..
Date / Time : Wednesday, August 20, 2008 / 9:59 AM
I used to feel that life is just something that we can control if we have the confident to do so..but actually is not..i have went through so much in my life.. sweet memories, bitter ones, sour ones, ... i guess form 6 really gave me more than i could imagine.. i once thought that someone could be my soulmate, my compatriot.. but.. i dont think so now.. how can ppl change so fast? dont they know wat is the true meaning of sacrifice? friendship? and trust? Somehow, i feel that i should thank this kind of ppl, they thought me to be more matured, and even help me jugde who my real friends are.. particularly, i'll like to thank ai ping, junjiat, and paulus. they really taught me to be patient and calm.. and it really brings me a long way. i believe in what they say. everyday, hoping that those who have done wrong would actually turn back and look at those innocent faces behind them.. just think.. how any ppl they have hurt.. and a simple sorry would meant so much to those ppl. no one is perfect, and so do i. I admit that i have done terroble mistake, especially with my bad temper, but wat makes me stronger is i realise it and try to heal the wound for those who i have hurted.. or just have the thoughts of doing so..~ i think its enough... i believe everyone deserve a second chance....i believe~
