Entry title: Replacement is never the same~
Date / Time : Wednesday, December 24, 2008 / 6:57 PM
i think there is some kind of mistake in the time and date with my blog.. but anyway.. today is 25th of dec, 10.55am. again, i;ll like to say that christmas is the celebration that i like the most compared to other festivity, but yesterday, christmas eve, was quite dissastrous. the town was pack with so so so many ppl, it just seems that everyone in kluang is out that night. It is so crowded and there was really a very heavy traffic jam between kluang mall ang kluang parade area. anyway, we still walk around and see what we could do.. when it reach 11.00 pm, we all started to get tired, especially me~ (cause we are actually watching the cars go by in kluang mall~isk..so wu liao~). Hey guys out there, girls like to have a really peaceful and romantic christmas eve la~!! not watching cars and traffic jam~~!!! anyway, at last i gave a suggestion on where to go.. and they pick somewhere that there is no christmas atmosphere at all because?? there is parking and not that much ppl.. mm.. nvm la.. its meaningless to me anyway. ya, thats how i celebrate christmas this year. LAME~! Okay, lets talk about replacement, what do i meant by that?? Let me give u an example, If a really skillful, performer quit and its replace with someone with the same skill, its still different. And when u lost something very important to u, and u buy another one to replace it, it would never feel the same. when someone special to u vanish and is replace by some other ppl, it would never feel the same too. Last but not least, when some day special is spend in a really lame and meaningless way, it can never be replace. It JUST WONT BE THE SAME.!! the most important of all, when u need someone badly and he or she cant be right there for u that second, the next second he or she appear, it's still so not the same. What i want to say is, replacement for celebration, people, love, friendship is just much to a meaningless act. Because it would never feel the same with wat u want that vry important momment. PEOPLE!! please treasure wat u have, cause u will never know when u will lose it.. never say there is always next year!! cause u might not have one... who knows?? thts God's will. hey, i know u might say tht im talking craps, but i have gone through it.. believe it!! I have lost so many things that is so so so important to me. Things, memories, friends, love, trust~ it made me poor. Poor in everything , not materially, but deep inside me, im just poor. a trip to far away made me realise im lucky, the absent of someone special, make realise im lonely, the lost of something special made me feel that im incontented with what i have. All those things suppose to make me feel down. Altough with all the sadness, im more matured than b4. At least, i learn to be strong. And i learn to live alone~
