Entry title: The truth~
Date / Time : Saturday, October 11, 2008 / 8:47 AM
Truth. Often ppl pay a great price in order to find out the wat they want to know or even just to hide the truth from anyone else.. As for me, i prefer to let the truth speak for itself. after going through so many things these 2 years, i've decided that its enough for me to "mourn" for those who assume themselve to know the truth about me. We usually will only think of something based on our own point of view. How about the views of others? and we assume ppl to do the right or wrong thing, how about the things that we did ourself? did we think that by assuming wat others thinking or doing is actually hurting ppl and ruin ppl's reputation. On the surface, we might say that those little stuff wont hurt much for anyone, but no matter how small it is, it just reflex how matured the person who is assuming it and the person who is being assume. Ok.. let me take an example.. If a woman is force to sell herself in order to safe her own life, does that make her a hooker? or someone who is determined to try out every possibilities to just keep on living? many will say that there is always other better way to solve a problem, but think, how many times that we did something bad only to realise that there is a better way in doing it after that? Well, of course im not saying that we should run away from the responsilities for the consequences of our action, but, just think, who are we to determined one is right or wrong? Is there any guide line for it.Until now, i believe that there is always another side of a story to everything. being someone who is marked as the "bad girl" i realise something very special yet irony. Those who "marked or label" ppl are oftenly those being "marked" too. I believe that it is more or less the "karma" in our daily life, just that we are too busy to realise it because humans just like to comment , comment, and comment. I admit that i did many stupid mistake in my life including trusting someone that i thougth will be part of my life one day and it bought me misery. ya, i paid for it and i just love the friends and those who trust and help me through. mm.. thats when i realise who should be my friend and should not. I learn to trust the right person and learn to say "im sorry" and indeed these two word meant alot and at last it bring me back to life. Perseverance. Patience. Love. Trust. Hope. It gave me everything i owned now. I persevere for the bad times im going through. I learn to be patient to deal with things. I love those who love me. I trust the right person. I hope for the best. At last, the truth is, i trust wat im doing and hope others do the same.
