Entry title: Surrender..
Date / Time : Thursday, October 16, 2008 / 7:37 AM
xing fu~ a word that has always been far away from me.. im glad, now, its in me. Although im still disappointed that on those unhappy things happen to me, but, i know, there are still ppl supporting me.. a simple word, a simple smile, a simple glance, from those that i know they care, meant so much to me. After a year and a half of struggle, its really enough for me. im not going to look back to it anymore. It will be my memory forever, a story that thought me to be strong. Exam is coming real soon, i really have to bulk up. dont ever want my 1 and a half year misery to be wasted like that. Life is just unpredictable. It never turn out the way i wanted not even one. Finally, i learn to accept it. i surrender.
"Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about."
