Entry title: Past. present. future ...
Date / Time : Tuesday, October 21, 2008 / 7:53 AM
Yesterday. The day which is said to be very important to me. A day where i made the right decision. Its already been one year. And this is the day where i put to a stop to all the chaos last year. Yes, i will never know wat will happen if my decision would be the other one, it will remain as a mystery forever, at least, im glad and bless with someone whom care for me so much. No matter how far i push him away from me, he just hang it on and never give up. Its his determination and courage which impress me. Thinking back to that particular time, the most important thing that i need wasnt attention, love, or consideration. I just need someone to trust me. He was the only one whom is willing to that at that time. im really happy to have him despite watever critics ppl give, its my decision and i think it really proves that im wright.Relationship is just a miraculous thing, no matter how u avoid it, when its time to come, it will. some people opt to love someone secretly and are willing to sacrifice for him or her no matter wat happen. And some are daring enough to go forward to express themselves. unfortunately, there are some who doesnt believe in love at all. Sad to say, i use to be one of them . But when it comes to me, its really undenieable making me happy, sad, and excited. sacrifice are made to make each other happy or just a smile on the face will make all the hard work alll worth it. Thus, i guess the 'not believe in love' thing was only a phrase for those who is yet to denied it.
