Entry title: expression, undeniedable fact to reveal the truth.
Date / Time : Sunday, October 26, 2008 / 8:06 AM
ketUm gedam..gedum gedam... the music was really loud. To be precise, i was at the Dewan eside the playground of kluang town.. i was ask to help out at my dad stall as my brother went for his scout camp. so, i said, why not? its been quite a long time since i hep out in stall. As u know the hall was situated near the Little India Town in kluang. And ya, last minute shopping counts for every races. I guess the deepavali mood is in the air. the road was jamed with cars and the situation was actually quite "meriah". mm.. anyway, i'll still have to sell my jagung and ice cream. At first, the businness wasnt very good. So, i decided to observe ppl.. hehe.. thats wat u do when u are too free right?? MM.. how can i put it? shall i say, hilarious>?? ya.. i think so.. haha.. k.. the one that gave me quite a deep impression is when a mum trying to 'convince' her children not to buy anything from us. this is wat she said, " you want to eat again? mummy didnt bring money, cannot buy!!" little boy cry, then she said again " i say already mummy no money now , u ask uncle no money want to give u eat or not lor?!!!" then he cray again. " mummy go take money in the car, now no money la!!!" then i was thinking, this woman is really crazy, dont she feel embarasse for not having any money??? or shouting in front of so many ppl,? at least she should have say it politely to her child ma... walao eh, poor children... Then after 10 minutes, she return, walk towards me and said... " oh my god buy, mummy thought the corn in 1 dollar, mummy only take 2 dollar only. (the price stated clearly its RM 2.30) then i was like,,,.... gosh. when is this woman going to stop?? then she end up buying a can of drink from me. and ya.. its 2 bucks... haha.. finally, she got enough money huh?? i continue to observe, there are basically two types of parents, one is the show-off type and the other one is the "support" type. Let me eleborate, the children are all dress up for the performance and the parents too do the same~ i wonder? who is performing? their parents or the kids.? they even seems to be more excited than the kids lor.. thats really wat we called "PARENTS" then the other type who dress in plain clothes and show their concern actually reminds me of my childhood. My mum used to do that too. In the middle of the event, they will buy something for their children, worried that they might be hungry or something like that.. well, at least i think thats sweet.. sitting and watching ppl's expression actually tells me that emotions are just something so sophisicated.. every expression on the face of a person just shows the emotion and type of feeling a particular person is going through. sometimes, u just cant hide it from others how u actually feel at that time, its all written on ur face, Its just impossible to hide. Honestly, its really miserable to hide.. believe me, its really torturing. so... just express urself, if ur getting frustrated fast, i think a deep breath is really essential at that time.. try to think at the happy times, maybe that will work too.. at least, it does for me, ... being urself is the key to have a happy life. Its the theory that i actually learn from form 6. Its really kind a annoying when u know that ppl are spreading nonsense about u and hating u.. well, accept it and try to change for urself is a much better choice than just saying that u dont care. cause, deep inside, u know u do care~. Express it~ cause ur a human!~
