Entry title: mY First bloG...
Date / Time : Monday, February 25, 2008 / 7:07 AM
Well, i first started out my blog in friendster actually, but soon found out it wasnt as good as i thought.. i really have a hectic schedule this week.. how i wish for a better week~ eg. having a nice holiday at a beach.. or even go shopping in a gigantic shopping mall.. well.. its only a wish.. exam is coming real soon..im really stress out and suddenly felt regret in taking science when i saw my friend studying happily in arts stream.. although i knew that there is nothing easy in art stream, but at least u will understand more than wat u learn in science stream.. Anyway, life still have to go on. Its wat i choose , so i'll need to learn to handle it.. but one thing for sure.. i really sucks in maths.. i just cant seems to understand simple calculation and that really annoyed me. Everyone in the class seems to understand wat the teacher is teaching in front and i can only sit there in keep copying without knowing wat the hell im copying. i just feel frustrated and disappointed whenever the maths lesson goes on.. i think i really need to find a way to solve it.. i guess extra-koko activities really need to hold on as the exam is coming soon.. im getting really exhausted with my life.. taking care of my family.. juggling with the pile of my homework.. and last but not least the pressure given by the teachers. So, sometimes i'll just get put of my house and go shopping with my beloved friend pei kee.. i can say that we are quite close these days as we share lots of feelings together.. maybe because we share almost the same fate, so we feel much the same for the others.. As for my beloved jun jiat, he really give me lots of encouragment and hep me alot in finding who im truely are..i really appreciate it. despite many ppl teasing us in sch or outside sch, i still feel its ok as we are really together.What amazed me is we can actually devide our time for study, family, homework, sch work and play time..I do think its very important for us as i dont want this relationship to influence our studies.. Yup, as a conclusion, it wasnt so bad last week afterall.. Just a little bit stress out i guess.. after all which 6 student will not feel stress..? Just have to put out the habit of thinking too much of unneccesary things..
